Saturday, October 31, 2009

New skin.

Zz.

New skin.

LOL, look so noob >.<"

Lovez,

(Edited)

Not new skin anymores.

Realise the flaws.

Lazy correct, so changed back to old one.

^v^

(/Edited)

If I have one wish, you'll be there

Fuck you mama.

Disallow me to go Halloween Party.

Somemore promised me that I can go.

Wtbfh is these ? __

Nehmind, I got my own entertainment you toot.

Went to Jurong Point with Sweetheart, Jerlin and Kaiqiang.

Met them @ Sweetheart's house.

Sweetheart's velly velly naughty ):

She flattened my hair D:

But it looks quite nice leh.

Hoho. ^v^

Might be considering to rebond now.

LALALA. :>

Waited for Jerlin & Kaiqiang to arrive.

Then cabbed together to JP.

Lunch-ed @ Pizzahut.

Shared meal with Sweetheart ^v^

Ordered dippy meal, like again ?

I think I'm obssessed already, hoho.

Then go basement to buy Famous Amos.

Zz, I bought like loads.

I love Cookie/s. >:)))))

Kaiqiang so sweet canz, bought a fucking big heart-shape cookie for Sweetheart.

Roam-ed in Fairprice, LOL !

Bought loads of Pocky & Hello Panda.

All Strawberry, Hoho. ^v^

I think some part of me wants to be fat.

D:

Went up to Level Two.

Go the NF shop.

I bought electric blue skinnies !

Happyz. :)

Jerlin bought loads of NF shorts, omgz x.x

Orange, Aqua, Light Denim, Green, Pink.

NF spam. LOL !

Sweetheart bought floral dresses.

Damn chio canz 8)

Played @ Courts until the fucking manager chased us out @@

Zz, spoil our fun. LOL.

Blahblah.

~

Home-d quite early.

Haishhhhhh, Halloween Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy T-T

Ifuckingpissedwhycannotgoyousimotheriwantmyfreedomcanzahhhhh.

D:<

Watching thethe, Momo Love thingy.

Byebyez ~

Milky.

But it's over, why it's over ?



David Guetta ! ♥

My new obssession, LMAO !

Woke up early and accompanied Mummy to bank to get my allowance for the month ^-^

Zz, have to really start saving.

Haishhhhh, cut down Macs and stuff. )':

But still, went to Mac to have breakfast.

Hotcakes ^v^

ZZZZ, Mummy eat lesser than me one D:

Kinda planned to go Library.

But it the end cannot cause Library only open @ 2PM today.

Staff gathering or something .____.

Daddy say maybe driving us to Malaysia to shop ! ^c^

If not, gonna be so damn boring today.

D:<

Brother's exam gonna be over @ Monday.

Goodluck to him !

Science, he pro at it uh :@

Why I never tio his genes D:

Unfair. LMAO.

Bored,

Someone tell me what to do.

Feel like rewatching BOF.

Out of boredoom.

):

Byez,

Milky. ^-^

Friday, October 30, 2009

A disappointment in their eyes

TPM.

I didn't actually died.

Daddy came back, and said some stuff.

He said, there's a minor improvement, not bad.

But he also said, just minor improvement caused me seven places down.

Apparently, Mrs Lee really thought I smoke.

No doubt, complained to Daddy about that.

He asked.

I said, no evidence, no nothing don't accuse.

Good thing Daddy didn't say anything more.

Else I would have burst.

Gave back my handphone, which should have been done two terms ago.

Then he lectured me about my so called future.

Blah, say came to Singapore for better studies else would have threw me with Gramps in US, blahblah. -.-

What can I say.

I see disappointment in their eyes.

Especially when they talked about my English.

Which is, like, horrible.

Considering my normal standard.

Disappointed in both languages.

..

Literature.

Failed once again to get an A1

A2, again.

Sciences.

Still couldn't believe I actually failed Physics.

Daddy seems extra disppointed in that.

Math heng.

Lucky they think I'm already bad enough to fail, so passing is enough. .____.

D&T, Daddy think I can do far better than THAT.

Art, Mummy think I didn't get her A1 genes.

Then they continued to compare and analyse.

" If your studies are as good as your brother, I wouldn't have to be lecturing you right now. "

" Perhapes you are not as smart as your brother, but you should try, shouldn't you ? "

I absolutely LOVE them for comparing.

Too bad, I'm not as smart as my brother.

If only my bloody parents understand me.

Even my brother seems to know me better than they do.

In their eyes, what a disappointment and failure I am,

I have nothing more to say.

Byes,

Milky.

Came out with red eyes, but what's the point ?

_|_





Hoho, tyvm Sweetheart for showing me that dog's blog.

Hello Anonymous Blogger.

You think we're bitches ?

Oh, SO SORRY, We have nothing to do with you, you have nothing to do with us, fuck off.

If you really wanna blog,

Use your name.

Put your number, msn and ADDRESS.

Don't want find us ?

We find you.

I sumpah, after that you have no problem with us, we have no problem with you.

Laolan piece of dog, humji until like that.

__

Blogging skills so noob, still come out. Cmi lah you.

Go fly home lah please.

__

---

Chill Milky, CHILL.

Not worth it to grow any wrinkles or frown lines over dogs like that.

Zz,

Bye.

Milk-z

Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.

D:

Milk's gonna die @ 2PM today.

D:<

WHY I SO DUMB GO CALL DADDY ASK HIM WHY DON'T COME ?!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

.________.

Yesterday night slept vellyvelly late.

Was on phone with almost all of the LJFamily ! ^v^

Cocky, Pukipa, Gugu, Lanjiaobin, and Kuku ! (Me lorh. LOL)

OMG, LANJIAOBIN IS SUCHA NICE NAME KAY SUSHI.

Btw, is Guokwang create one used on _ _ _.

Hoho, Yunzhen Jiehjieh steading ! ^v^

Loveya, Last long kay !

He better be good to you >:@

Else I go whack him. LMAO. :D

And stay vellyvellyvelly happy ! ^-^

IMMILK. :)

Fairytales doesn't last long enough in my world,

Thursday, October 29, 2009

BORED LAH.

HEY PEEPS AGAIN.

Zz, Mummy pangseh me ! -.-

Actually supposed to go IMM with her @ like, now ?

But she suddenly cannot.

-.-

Leave me alone and rot horh.

D:

OMG SHE CAME BACK.

BYEBYE !

MILK.

( Edited. )

Zz, Mummy say she tired don't take me go IMM.

D:

Daddy haven't come back, fuck you. ):

Sweetheart stuck in Kaiqiang's house. (Don't disturb them, LMAO.)

DarDar tio grounded.

Steady chiong studies.

D:<

Everybody is so busy.

._______.

Heard from Yvonne that choir learnt two new songs.

Zz, sians, didn't went. ):<

I got reason one kay. O.O

Saturday, Halloween Party !

^^

(/edited)

Would you be there for me like i am to you ?


Hoho, I like my fringe. -.- And only then I realise how triangle my face is. LOL.
Hershey looking abit too cute and fat with the throphy D:


My chio bag ! It camwhores, I knew it !

Hello Peeps.
Today..
Well.
You can guess it.
Just as bad.
I await more bad-ness tomorrow.
No mood to blog much.
So bye.
Milk.
Perhapes the answer is no.. ? Hopefully time could prove it wrong..

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

If only forgetting things that are already part of you is that easy,

Life wouldn't be so difficult,

Hi Again ~

Made Daddy sign all those forms that I can actually find before he go out.

He asked me if TPM must go,

I was like, " Uh, no ? Idk. "

Then he say he don't want go. !!!

But, my fucking extra mouth go ask him why don't want go.

Then now he say go.

AHHHHHHHHH HOW COME I SO STUPID ZZZZZ.

-.-

Asthetic Programmes.

Choose Guitar and Jazz Fusion.

Feel like changing to Percussive, ZZZZZ. .__.

Someone tell me if I should. D:

Feel like changing blogskin.

Sick of it already, zzzz.

Byez.

I'm Milkyyyyyy.

Footprints on my Heart,

If only Milky's perfect,

And everything wouldn't have happened to her,

Hello Peeps.

I fucking regretted not pon-ing today.

Cause today mainly just demonstrate a word.

SUCK.

Went to school with Cookie as normal.

Reached school, duh.

At entrance.

Hesistated.

I DON'T WANT GO SCHOOL OMGZ.

IF IT'S NOT COOKIE THREATEN ME DON'T GO SCHOOL IGNORE ME REST OF MY LIFE I DEFO PONTENG I TELL YOU. Zz. -.-

In the end, still went school.

Walk to classroom block.

Almost ran.

Until class people come out, ZZZZZZ.

So sua lorh.

-.-

Fingerprint take already zz.

.____.

Went to change to folkdance costume.

Blahz.

Performed.

WE WON KAY. WE WON !

CHAMPION SOMEMORE.

HOHO, 1D'YANMIC OWNS ! ^v^

Blahz.

Went back to class.

Blahz.

Slacked in class.

Bored like holy fuck.

-.-

Then went out and sit at bench with Cookie.

Saw somepeople,

Apparently they buaysong us .____.

They shouted, " Want stare stare lorh ! " and stuff like that.

Couldn't be bothered. LMAO.

Then just chat with each other lorh.

But somepeople just keep staring down worh.

-.-

Called Sya and Gracia to come ^v^

Chatted,

Then they keep looking down.

Zz, so Cookie and I look up.

Then all of them come down worh.

-.-

Got one shouted at us worh.

Don't feel like mentioning here, cause will pollute my blog. LOL.

We kinda ignored them. LOL.

But that women face Cookie, shout in my face leh.

-.-

Eardrums soon will die, thanksyouvehmuch lah horh.

One of them ask what Cookie's name.

OF COURSE I SAY COOKIE LAH WHAT YOU WANT ME SAY ?

I EVERYDAY CALL HER COOKIE LEH.

WHAT YOU EXPECT AH ?

-.-

Then they go find Nadiah.

Asked our names lorh.

Blahz.

Then got one of them tell Gracia don't guailan.

Eh please lorh, she guailan ?

She so guai down there talking to us leh.

-.-

Zz, don't care don't care. :\

Lot with Cookie & Hershey.

Saw LJK and co. @ Food Junction.

Cookie don't want, so go food dk what.

Ate fried Kwayteow ?

Not nice, zzzz.

Barely finished 1/4 -.-

So oily somemore.

._____.

Saw Yunzhen Jieh ! ^v^

Headed up to Library.

Blahz.

Home-d.

Boredz like fuck.

Audi cannot load Guokwang's acc.

Own acc. don't know why fly to Europe there one.

Siao one -.-

Someone entertain me ! D:

Told Shifu everything about the fantastic encounter.

Feeling better now. LOL.

Promised Angster not to tattoo.

Else tio pimples.

Haish, nehmind lorh.

O:

Zz, threw away all those knn forms.

How ah ? .____.

Now Mrs fucking Lee keep bugging me wtf.

-.-

DON'T CARE DON'T CARE.

==

Ima die veh badly on Friday.

Hohoz.

D:

I'm Milky. ^v^

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

If only things shouldn't happen doesn't happen,

I might not have fallen so deep,

Rawr.
Rawr.
Rawr.

..

Fuck you brother.

Extra come my room off my comp.

My patches..

AHHHHH.

T-T.

Like that jiu fly le.

Omgz -.-

Meet Cookie & Hershey.

Was late when meeting Cookie.

Sorry Cookie D:

Bought Honeydew Sago ^v^

Went to Mini Toons to buy sweets !

I likey. LOL.

Saw Pohhein .___.

His friends.. Velly guailan. LOL. O:

Waited for Hershey to come, then ate Pizza Hut.

Shared meal with Hershey which I barely ate. LOL.

Blah, then go the playground near Lot 1 play volleyball.

Play until velly shiok can ^v^

Then walked home ~

Saw Puva on the way O:

Zz, tomorrow chiong home load audi.

Sianz, .____.

Sushi say I recently velly down.

Guess so.

LOL.

Hoho, he recovering velly fast.

Must be because I say that motivation thingy

LOL .____.

" Can't we just get back together four of us happy together ? "
Sorry, but I have to correct that sentence.
Everything when 'we' happy, it's not all four of us.
Did you even notice that we've been broken up into two ?
Two and two of us.
..
It's not just her fault, mine, or yours, or his.
It's all of us.
If we could make the effort to stop spliting all of us up,
I could trust these clique again.
Now only the three of us,
I believe everyone of us felt the emptiness that something's missing.
I don't want anybody to leave, please .. v_v
If only we could stop breaking all of us into groups,
Everything would be perfect.
If only, again. ..

If only dreams could be the reality,

Then wouldn't everything be so perfect ?

Hello Peeps, again.

I'm bored. ):

Sweetheart pon school today worh ^v^.

LOL, Velly naughty she .____.

Pon school go find Kaiqiang horh ?

Not find me meh ? LOLLL. ^v^

Kay, meeting Cookie & Hershey later.

^b^

Fuckz, Mummy keep saying will buy,

But keep dragging.

She better keep her promise.

Else ima flip. LOL.

Hmm.

Kinda alright with my skin now.

But..

Idk.

Just feel that something's missing O:

..

Sushi go checkup leh.

Never pei me. Lmao ^v^

Waiting for fucking patches load.

11/22.

D:

Haishhhhhhh, faster please comp.

Hoho, Milky gonna save up for tattoo. ^v^.

Keep asking Mummy.

Mummy keep say wait until 16 then say.

Fuckz lah -.-

So many years later .___.

Hershey say don't leh. ):

But I like, howwwww D:

Mummy keep saying if too obvious next time nobody want hire.

Zz, got so kuazhang meh .___.

It's not like I'm gonna work already O:

Enjoy life first. Lmao.

So shall continue bugging Mummy about it.

Hoho. O:

I want a new lappie !

Mine's old already alright.

1 year plus.

.___.

And a new PSP !

I WANT THE NEW VERSION OMG ! D:

So damn chio can.

Hoho, I need so much stuff.

LOL.

Ohoh, and I need DJ Max for PSP one !

Wonder which of it Mummy & Daddy's gonna get for me ^v^

Looking forward to Birthday I guess ^o^

Hopefully these gonna be a velly happy birthday !

Remind me of what 6D friends gave me.. ^v^

I'm still loving Alvin Korh's Doraemon LOL.

^v^

Still waiting for patches !

Byebye,

IAMMILKY !

Shall end these with a ..


^v^

If only time could be rewinded,

Everything would be better, wouldn't it ?

Hello Peeps.

Currently bored, and installing Audi.

Bored like fuck.

.____.

Asked Sweetheart to online D:

But she still sleeping ! T-T

Why did I woke up so early ?

Lmao. :)

Hoho, I'm gonna create a hole in Sushi's pocket when he recovered !

Idc, we promised liao. :D

Zz, fringe getting longer and hair looking suck-ier

Should I dye it ? D:

The color now's like ..

Want brown not totally brown, want red not totally red.

And I seriously don't understand where the red come from .____.

Fuck fuck, what's wrong with Audi .____.

I download new version come out old version AGAIN ?

Zz, __ !

Restart comp try again.

Haishhh. better be new patcher.

Else this gonna be so fucking long.

-.-

IAMMILKY !

Monday, October 26, 2009

If only you understand




[Verse 1:]
Something, Something Is Simple As Me Hearing Your Name{hearin your name}
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More {ooooh}

Butterflies When I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Got Me Running
This Feeling In My Stomach Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tale Come True

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them {you} to Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

[Verse 2:]
I See, I See You Talking To Them Girls On The Phone{eeem}
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone[oooh}
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure {woooow}
That I Wanna Be Much More {oooh}

This Is Why I Never Really Like Your Girlfriends
Why I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
why Because I Realized That Im Your Woman {your woman}

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad{so sad} But Still I Only Want Them{want you to stay, baby} To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad{so bad}, But I Dont Wanna Scare{scare you away baby} You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

[Bridge:]
Said If You Really Love Somebody,
I Mean Really Really Really Really Love Somebody
Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh{yeah}, Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh Yeahh yeahh{yeahh yeahh}
If You Really Know You Need Them
And You Know Deep Down Youre Never Gonna Leave 'Em
Let Me Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah {Yeah}
Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah{Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah}

[Chorus:]
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad{so sad} But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away{scare you away}
{PLEASE} Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend{more than a freind to you baby}
I Wish You Loved Me [x3]



Kay, sugarrush.

Kinda too sweet song, but nehmind. LOL

FUCK YOU LIVERPOOL. __

2 - 0. T-T.

Lose until so jialat somemore.

Daddy say these season Man U die already.

)':

Somemore my $! flew away. (Heartbreaks)

LOL, Joking.

$1 only .___. Heng never bet $10. LOL.

Today inter-class again.

Bored like fuck.

-.-

I love Pocky.

Pocky Choc-Banana ! 8)

Choir-ed.

Haish, Kerraban Sape got some parts need sing Mezzo.

I miss Sop.

D:

LOL.

Try to learn ):

Byebye,

IAMMILKY !

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Turtoring ^v^

Hello People ! ^v^

I'm now happily tutoring Sushi about blogging.

Hoho. :)

Had a big blogskin search today.

Had so much creativity recently.

Ima change skins soon !

^c^

Went to JurongPoint to meet AmandaLim, Sweetheart ♥

She brought her friends worh x.x

Jermin, Kaiqiang, Wen Xuan ( Who is velly shuai, cannot resist blog about it LOL.) , Nelly (I think ?)

Made new friends hoho ^v^

Ate, shop-ed ( Asked extra from Mummy, LOL ), Crap-ed.

Ate Pizza Hut ^v^

I like the new dipdip thingy !

:)

Brought bandage shoes from Charles & Keith ^v^

Damn farking happy-z

Tyvmz Sweetheart for the necklace & eye shimmer !

(Insert Loves)

Tyvmz Jermin and all for the cake !

Chocolate Mint, love it ♥

Hoho, Milky got her first birthday cake for the year already ^v^

Jealous bo ? LOL.

Kay, gtg.

Byebye,

I AM MILKY, ♥

Zero.




I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


Arloh Peeps.

Not going out today, so stop asking tyvmz.

Tired. Tired. Tired.

That's all I can say.

Don't feel like on-ing Audi.

No mood ._.

Nehmind, see if my mood gets better.

Bye-z

IAMMILKY,

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I am happy now HOHO. :D

Not slept during the whole night?
- Nope O:

Run away from a big angry dog?
- Add the word 'scream'

Grown a cactus?
- No O:

Grown any plant from a seed?
- Yeap, for Science Lesson :/

Been under a waterfall?
- YEAP ! :D

Sit and stare someone (and they stared back) for more than 1 min (not in a staring game)?
- Yupps. Velly fun leh. -.-

Been out during a snow storm?
- Nope ._.

Lost someone you love?
- Yes. ..

Met and befriended someone born on the same day as you?
- Kinda ? Only know each other.

Been out in the pouring rain for more than 30 min and enjoyed it?
- Yeap.

Won a staring-at-each-other-but-not-laughing-game?
- Hoho, yeah. :>

Petted a tiger?
- Nope.

Seriously fallen in love with a fictional character?
- Nope. I not Eddie Cullen addict. Hoho.

Been completely alone for at least 2 days?
- No -.-

Been drunk?
- Drunk, but not drunk

Broken someones window and run away?
- Yeap, HOHO ^v^

Kissed someone?
- Yes. LOL.

Insulted a teacher?
- My Hobby. Hoho. ^c^

Bungee-jumped?
- YEAP. VEH FUNNY LEH. HOHO.

Roller-scated all day?
- Nope ._.

Fallen into a deep hole in the ground?
- No @@ I not so stupid kay.

Had a near-death experience?
- Yeah D:

Fallen in love?
- Yes. Duh, LOL.

Fallen out of love?
- Yes. Duh, LOL.

Hated someone?
- Yes. Duh, LOL.

Talked on the phone for more than 2 hours in a row?
- Yes. Duh, LOL.

Gotten lost in a forest?
- No @@

Eaten food that you yourself grilled but had burnt it completely black?
- As a dare. Hoho X:

Slept in a tent?
- Yeap.

Held a butterfly in your hands?
- NO D:

Fallen asleep to your favourite music?
- Nope, cause I'm always singing to it. LMAO.

Killed something other than a insect or spider?
- I love to kill ><

Forgotten something VERY IMPORTANT?
- Hmm..

Listened to the same favourite song over and over again more than 10 times?
- YUP. :D

Texted/sms-ed someone half of the night?
- YUP. :D

Sung karaoke?
- YUP. :D

Eaten a whole giant cake by yourself?
- YUP. :D

Spent the whole day reading?
- YUP. :D

Broken up with someone?
- YUP. D:

Quit smoking?
- Uh.

Tried smoking?
- Uh.

Kissed a photo of someone other than your family or a celebrity?
- LOL, YEAH. :)

Enjoyed thunder, rain and lightning?
- Rain only.

Climbed a tree and not been able to climb down and forced to ask someone to take you down?
- Yeap. Who tell you lorh, Si Steady ._.

Started loving something you used to hate?
- Kinda. Hoho. O:

Won a dare?
- Duh ._.

Lost a dare?
- Nope. Hoho. :)

Eaten strawberries until you felt sick?
- Nope, Milky never get sick of Strawberries

Cried 2 hours in a row?
- Yups. LOL.

Baked a cake?
- Yups. LOL.

Banged your head against the wall on purpose?
- Yups. LOL.

Pretended to listen to someone and got caught on it?
- No @@

Tried to swim somewhere where the water is only up to your knees?
- Yups. LOL.

Gotten a paper cut?
- Yups. LOL.

Fallen down the stairs?
- Yups. LOL.

Tried on a wedding dress?
- Yups. LOL. For fun only kay. :P

Washed a huge pile of dishes by yourself?
- No ? O.O'

Had a long conversation on the phone with a stranger?
- Siao.

Gotten a big encyclopedia as a present from a relative?
- Yeah ._.

Fallen asleep outdoors?
- School. Hoho.

I AM HAPPY NOW.

KNOW WHY ?

Cause Shifu say i velly cute.

HOHO :D

Another blow,



I'm still right here, where did you go ?



Hello Peeps.

Supposedly should be Jurong Point-ing now.

But thanks to someone, not anymore.

..

Went Sunshine with Mum to buy stuff.

Oreo Crush + Loads of chocolates and pocky.

Hoho. My foody antidepressants.

I am officially pok-ed.

-.-

Downloaded Audi to Lappie.

Who knows @ 99% finish that time suddenly lagged off and auto shut down.

Don't care it already.

:/

Came back home and quarrelled with Mummy over some shit.

She called me attitude problem.

Hoho. -\-

Fark you mama. .________.

IAMMILKY. ♥

Thanks for being a freakshow, AmandaLiu.
You made my day.. Wonderful. Just wond-orkful. ]
__

100 Truths.

Hoho, found this in my drafts, so decided to do it.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

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WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Ribena :)
2. Last phone call: Steady ^v^
3. Last text message: Steady ^v^
4. Last song you listened to: White Dwag - Have you ever been in love
5. Last time you cried: Today ._.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yeap. LOL..
7. Been cheated on: Yes. ._.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope. LOL.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Soon enough.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No ^v^

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. purple
13. black
14. pink ^v^

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeap :) Loads ^v^
16. Fallen out of love: Yupps, .
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah.
18. Met someone who changed you: Nope ? I'm still who I am. LOL.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeap ^v^
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Hmm..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: O:
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Not all, majority I suppose ?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 0. LOL.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: No ._.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Hmm. PParty. Hoho. :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 0545 ?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Chat with Steady :D
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: My birthday ? LOL
30. Last time you saw your Mother: today morning ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Some parts of it.
32. What are you listening to right now: Audition song. OLOL.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tommy can ? LOL
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Hmm..
35. Most visited webpage: My blog. Hoho. LOL.
36. Whats your real name: MILKY ! ^V^
37. Nicknames: MILKY ! MILK ! LOL.
38. Relationship Status: Complicated ?
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio-n :)
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: Concord, St. Anthony.
42. Middle School?: Kranji.
43. High school/college?: Not yet ._.
44. Hair colour: Brown. LOL.
45. Long or short: Hmm. Extra Long. Hoho ^v^
46. Height: 157 :D
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Um.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Hoho, my hair :D
49. Piercings: 0 :D
50. Tattoos: I want ! ):
51. Righty or lefty: Righty :D

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Heart, about 2 years old ? @@
53. First piercing: Velly young x.x
54. First best friend: Brendon ! :D
55. First sport you joined: Tennis hoho :D
56. First vacation: America x.x
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot ._.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Pancakes :)

60. Drinking : Strawberry Juice ! :D
61. I'm about to : Die. LOL.
62. Listening to: So sick - Neyo
63. Waiting on: Someone/thing ? LOL.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Nope. LOL
65. Get Married?: Uh.
66. Career?: Duh @@

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Um. Lips. HOHO.
68. Hugs or kisses: Um. Idk. -Shy- LOL
69. Shorter or taller: Taller. DUH.
70. Older or Younger: Older. LOL.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both. :D
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: BOTH LOL
73. Sensitive or loud: Both can ? ):
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. ?
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No. LOL.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope :)
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah. LOL
79. Sex on first date: -.-
80. Broken someone's heart: O:
82. Been arrested: Nope ._.
83. Turned someone down: LOL, yeah X:
84. Cried when someone died: Nobody died in my life yet. @@
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeap. LOL.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yeap. Hoho :)
87. Miracles: Kinda ?
88. Love at first sight: Nope.
89. Heaven: Nope.
90. Santa Claus: HOHOHO !
91. Kiss on the first date: O:
92. Angels: Yupps.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No ?
95. Did you sing today?: Yeap, LOL. Hoho, I sing everyday :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nopeeeee ~
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Starting of these year, and start everything again ..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 3112 hoho :D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Sometimes ?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes :D

I am bored toots.

Downloaded Audi yesterday.

Then realised download wrong one ._.

So downloading again today.

1hr 30mins to go ~

Computer cheated my feelings ):

from 230kb/sec drop to 203kb/sec.

Guess gonna be more than 1hr 30mins.

T-T

I am bored.

D:

I AM MILK HOHO.

:D

Friday, October 23, 2009

Stuck in my fantasy and what is real



Their the maximum lovez.

Hello Peoplez.

I finally get access to fucking blogger.

Seriously hate it to the max.

Don't know what's it's problem.

Last time say cookies cannot load, now say error.

Fuck it.

Btw peeps, just view history of blogger like, 'edit tempelate' that url can.

Just only the home cannot wtf. -.-

Today's interclass games.

1D'yanmicz owns.

Both teams won ^v^

Jealous bo ? LOL

After that, results came back.

All I can say is, horrible.

Failed Physics.

First time fail WTF.

OTHER PEOPLE IMPROVE I DEPROVE.

WTF ?

..

Both Mama Lee & Fishball Lee kpkb-ed us loads.

Mama Lee made all of the sec 1s go hall.

Actually Cookie, Hershey & Me sit behind one.

That soccer teacher who are normally nice made us go front.

MOST FRONT SOMEMORE.

FUCKFUCK KAY. -.-

Want sleep also cannot.

So no choice have to stare at those teachers talking.

Mama Lee's turn, she asked us to sit better.

__, slouch abit will die I know horh. -/-

Made us do suggestion shitz.

Forgot what I wrote ._.

All results got back.

I think I hengheng stayed in Express one -/-

Some subjects just nice 54 +

Farktastic.

If that 5 marks gone ima say hi to NA already.

-.-

Fucking disappointed with results ?

...

Sushi is good both in the inside and the outside, and I meant it ._.

!MILKYZ.

" Now you know you need to do better right ?" - Mr Ang

Hell I do, Mr Ang.

These is just making me have depression soon.

Must chiong Sec 2.

Haishhhhh.

Jiayous, Milky. X:
\Edited/
Hoho, new gan, Nikki Sexpartner !
Lovelovelovelovelove yous.
Haha, YOU then horny lorh SP :D
/Edited\

Thursday, October 22, 2009

EOY Results.

Forgot that I didn't post about my fab results.

English, Compo - 19/30, P2 - Notsureforgot.

Chinese, Compo - 25/50, P2 - 43/70, ListeningCompre - 14/20

Math, 65/100

Biology, 34/50

D&T, 54.6/100

Others I don't know ?

Farking disappointed with both English & Chinese Compo.

Especially Chinese.

First time tio 25.

SOMEMORE I GOT PUT IN EFFORT WORH.

NORMALLY I NEVER PUT ANYHOW DO STILL CAN AT LEAST 28.

I PUT, COME OUT LIKE SHITZ.

HOHOHO. -.-

Chinese P2 like average like that only, teacher put one big 'good'. -.-

Listening Compre, I was practically sleeping. LOL..

Math, Hoho, I passed. But not good enough. ._.

Biology, velly shocking. Thought I'm gonna fail one. O.O

D&T, Expected. I want to fail anyway. LOL.

Tomorrow's Inter-Class Games, looking forward I guess ?

Don't feel like playing.

..

My results like shitz, Mummy say quite good.

Is that stupid or what.

Maybe when she heard the teacher's mouthful of bad stuff she would take back her words.

Hoho.

@@.

Changed playlist.

Lovez,

!MILKYZ♥

Cheery-ness gone ?


Random. Hoho.

Not happy now ?

Idk.

Your Tarot Card Reading drew The Chariot Card. Warning this card tells you about future obsticals that will soon face you. This warning advises against overwhelming ambition and high expectations. Giving into these things will lead to a loss of control and chaos in your personal life. Personal flaws in your character and the way you lead your life might also contibute to this period of destructive behavior your about to undergo. Just remember you can always change things for the better, as long as you are open minded.

Not helping, Tarot Card.

But I guess I should really believe ?

Cause things seems to only be worst by days.

Nothing's helping.

Not even friends..

Maybe cause they're the people whose contributing to those problems ?

Haishhhhhhhh..

I just feel so tired recently.

Everytime I try to hyper,

就是开心不起来。。

琳琳变了吧?

Last time, when I'm not happy,

Most of the time I would just shut up and smile.

But now..

I don't think I'm strong enough to do that anymore.

Maybe sometimes I hate myself even.

I can't help to deceive myself when he say that maybe everybody's lying ?

Idk, I feel that sometimes too .. ?

..

Today after school went for dental appointment.

Nothing else to say.

Have to pon choir for that ._.

Haish.

Bye,

!MILKYZ♥

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

G-Dragon ♥




Milky like this :D

They're kinda velly gay though.

And got one guy look like G-Dragon. (SIGHS !♥)

HOHO, HI PEEPS.

I am bored.

):

Must we be like that ?



You know what people ?

If I can choose between all of them,

I would choose my backpack.

..

Sushi must get well soon ^v^.

I want my pizzahut :D

Mr Soccerball also.

Must get well and play soccer again x.x

!MILKYZ

Bestfriends for never.

Tictac :

Sorry ah dear, if you think we pangseh-ed you, then i have nothing to say.

You're suppose to eat lunch with us no ?

Then did you ask or inform us before saying you're eating with the Retardz ?

Do you respect us at all ?

Are we like, your back-up friends ?

Cause you made us feel that way.

Since you made us feel that way, why should we wait for you ?

..

Hershey :

Sorry hershey.

Yesterday you seem velly different.

Both me & cookie don't know why you are like that yesterday.

Normally you're not like that.

You say you dulan because of tic-tac.

But why express your anger to us ?

What did we do ?

I asked you who you angry with.

You say us.

I ask you why.

You don't tell me.

Then how would I know ?

..

Cookie :

Sorry too lovey.

I know you're damned stress cause everything seems to be happening to you.

I guess I really don't know what's happening to you as you say ? ..

I guess I should take Sushi's advice.

Not fated to be friends ?

You want, I also cannot do anything.

-----

So much for friendship ..

I stay in love with you. (?)



Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard (?)
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.


I love then song (?)

Helloooooooooooo.

Bored out ? ._.

Grandpms kb me -.-

Say today don't go out wtf.

I tell her today got school :D

LOL.

Byebye,

!MILKYZ

Tuesday, October 20, 2009




Looking through your eyes,there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high ?
Cant stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'

Don't Don't go away
Baby, dont you know, I miss you so
Don't Don't go away
Ive never been on my own before

Wooh Oh
Cant you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away

Don't Don't go away
Baby, dont you know,I miss you so
Don't Don't go away
Ive never been on my own before
So wont you feel my heartbeat once more



HEY PEEPS.

Today..

Kinda.. Screwed ?

Hershey, don't angry can ?

Lovelovelovelovez for the backpack :)

I have nothing much to say ..?

!MILKYZ♥

我不知道你在想什么。

..

Oh & yeah, I farkingly love BY2 now.

Woohoohoo. :)

Took this quiz from Vinna's blog. ^v^
Questions based on who :
Q: who is the closest to you ?
A: DarDar, Cookie, Hershey, Tictac.
Q: who is your crush ?
A: some kind of sports appliance. Hehe. :)
Q: who are you darlings ?
A: DARDAR ! LOL.
Question based on love / hate .
Q: love/hate your friends ?
A: Love, duh .
Q: love/hate music ?
A: Love lah duh. -.-
Q: love/hate people spamming ?
A: Hate lah. -.-
Q: love/hate homework ?
A: Hate ^c^.
Q: love/hate volleyball ?
A: LOVE DIE YOU VOLLEY ! :D
Q: love/hate going to school ?
A: Love :)
\Question based on yes / no .
Q: do you like your blog ?
A: Love till dies. :)
Q: do you like yourself ?
A: Lovelovelove. AHAHHAHA. :)
Q: do you like reading ?
A: Yeap. I am guaikia ^v^.
Q: do you like eating ?
A: Depends on what kinda food.
Question based on dare / dare not .
Q: dare to shout fcuk in the class when teacher is not in ?
A: Hmm. Milky did it quite a lot of times no matter teacher in or not -.-
Q: dare to spike a guy on their back ?
A: Why not. My darling Skysky ^v^.
Q: dare to jump down the building ?
A: Why not ? But why so stupid ? -.-
A: dare to pull up a girl's-[ur fren]skirt ?
A: LOL. I did it quite a lot of times. But just playplay only somemore is they do first one. HORH DARDAR ! HORH ! @.@
Q: dare to spam people in msn ?
A: Dare duh. But it's bloody stupid please -.-

Last person that .
1. You hung out with ? DarDar. :)
2. You texted ? Forgot ? Lazy go check x.x
3. You were in a car with ? DarDar & Daddy.
4. Went to the movies with ? Cookie, Andy, Hershey, Tictac.
5. Person you went to shop with ? DarDar. :)
6. You talked on the phone ? Vinna.
7. Made you laugh ? Cookie. ;)
8. You hugged ? DarDar :)

AHAHAHAHAHA, HI PEOPLE !

I AM FARKING HIGH NOWWWWWWW.

I'M GOING OUT LATER TO SOMEWHERE WITH SOMEPEOPLE !!

People I'm not gonna disclose. :)

Place too.

HAHAHAHA.

Happy ^v^.

Okay, shortshort update.

Lovedieyou peeps.

!MILKYZ

BTW.

HIGH NOT MEANING I ON DRUGS LAH KAY.

SIMPLY HIGHHHHHHHHHHHZ. :)

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Monday, October 19, 2009

剪头发.



My bitterheart's gettin' just a little fraglie..



OHMYFARKFARKFARKFARK MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

T-T

Trimmed my hair with DarDar today, bused to Jurong Point.

Cut-ed hair.

BUT IT SEEMS SO FARKING DIFFERENT ALREADY OHMYFARK.

剪头发,好心痛 T-T

THE FARKING HAIRDRESSER STILL CUT UNTIL VELLY HAPPY LIKE THAT.

T-T

I shocked her when i put my hair down ^v^.

She ask if extensions.

Fark her lah.

LOOK LIKE EXTENSIONS MEH ? __ SO FARKING REAL YOU TRY PULL LAH. ==

Then end up she really try pull.

Velly pain leh -.-

Next she say my hair got dye or not cause color like mixed.

Don't bother answer.

Stupid hairdresser, brains cut out already uh.

Than cutcutcut.

Didn't know she cut so much leh.

Then I ask DarDar take backview of my hair.

LOOK LIKE FARKING SHIT CAN.

SO FARKING SHORT ALREADY.

AHHHHH FAINTS.

):

Then waited for DarDar cause she trimming fringe and recolor her roots.

I LOVE HER HAIR COLOR CAN.

^v^

Quite cheap lah, $30.

Cause I took money from Mummy one ^v^.

I bored leh.

Someone entertain ?

AND OMG GUOKWANG, BRING YOUR CAP TOMORROW !!

I want take loads and loads of pics. LOL

!MILKYZ

I had enough of you. _|_


Milky (L) Hershey loads. :)

(Insert Loves)

Okay I look devilish in that pic.

I'm bored.

Ima cut hair later.

Hopefully wouldn't die there.

==

Mummy want me cut fringe.

I say fark you.

:D

Why Guokwang never online ):

Sianz.

Don't sms/call.

Ban-ed. -.-

I shall survive with only msn.

T-T..

My blog seems a little dry.

So people who's been viewing and not tagging, fark you.

Byebye,

!MILKYZ

-------------------------------------------------

I LOVE YOU FARKING AMELIE.

Steal my Steady not enough, now farking around with my sisters ?

You better back off bitch, I had enough of you and your farking nonsense.

Take what belong to you, not what belong to other people.

" OH-HOHOHOHO, I WANT JOIN BHF !! "

Ohmy, don't cha know we're a disclosed family ?

To join us, you have to have all our consents.

And be mindful, you're never joining us.

Cause I'm never putting a yes on my lips you bitch.

Cause you don't belong with us.

You belong with your old friends, butchy.

Who cares if you're older than me, who cares if people's gonna say I suck for discriminating you.

Cause I don't, and that's the end.

It's you or me.

If there's you, there's no me.

Wanna play with me, play to the end and be responsible of the consequences.

^v^.

Fark you Daniel Tee _|_

FARK YOU MANSLUT.

Fark you for hurting DarDar again and again

Fark you for being a bitch.

Fark you for being a farking manslut. __

FARK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A FARKING HONGSTER YOU DOG.

FARK YOU FOR DUMPING DARDAR TWO DAYS AFTER HER BIRTHDAY YOU FARKING DOG.

I can't believe DarDar actually trusted in you again.

Where's your farking heart of gold shit ?

DANIEL TEE, YOU FARKINGLY FARKING SUCK.

I hope you farking lj would be dissected soon.

You don't deserve any fark.

__

Hey Peeps.

Yesterday night stayed quite late.

About 10.30+ off-ed.

Then DarDar suddenly call.

And told me about what the fark that farking dog did.

Than cab-ed to her house after telling Mummy I going her house.

Stayed until morning today then DarDar's Daddy drive me back home.

Poor DarDar..

He farkingly deserve nothing about you.

LingLing's always there for you kay ?

欣 !

Rotting @ Home today.

Daddy keep suan me say if results like shit ima be banned during the holidays.


Daddy : If your results ain't having any improvements, or you get complained about your attitude problem again, you're going to stay at home and have tuition everyday until your studies are back on track.

Me : NOT EVEN US ?

Daddy : Yes, no US.

Me : FARK YOU. My teachers against me one. Must believe me rather than those shit there.

Daddy : *(O.O)

Me : Um. LOL.



Okay I think these time REALLY die already.

X:

Mrs Lee reallyreallyreally love me LOADS that she continuously give me TPM without fail.

Miss Yang is totally against my uniform. LOL.

Miss Low love to 'decorate' my lovely name.

Miss Sun love to ask me questions. Thanks for paying attention to me. ==

Others still okay lah.

LOL.

Somemore haven't add in that got one time that farking Mrs Lee ask if got smoke or not.

Of course say no lah.

I look that bad meh -.-

Officially not using 'f-uck' anymore.

I love the word 'farking'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

Tomorrow got special stuff line-d up.

^v^

!MILKYZ

Sunday, October 18, 2009

SHOPPING IS THE FUCKING LOVE. :D




HEY HUMANS :D

MILKY IS IN A FARKINGLY GOOD MOOD ^v^.

WE LOVE COOKIE'S SPAMMER.

SO FUN ^V^.

Backup right ?

Ohmyfuck, I'm scared.

Lemme see, let's call Cookie's side one, My side one, and Qimin's 108 HSL people, Andy, YiSiang, Guokwang, Gracia, LJK, BLAHBLAHBLAH WHO WANT EXTRA ALSO CAN LOL.

FARKING FUNNY KAY COOKIE SAY ONE.

XD

OKAY TODAY SHOPPED WITH MUMMY.

FARKINGLY LOVE HER CANS.

I GOT NEW LEVI'S GREY SKINNIES !

OMG FARKING HAPPY.

Half-half we split price. ^v^.

THAN THAN THAN SHOPPED @ METRO.

THE DRESSES THERE IS LIKE, FUCKING CHIO UNTIL CANNOT TAKE IT MUST BUY !!!!

Total bought three -.-

I am totally broke.

POKPOKPOK. LOL.

Blah.

Now chatting with Cookie, Qimin, LJK.

HER BLOGSHOP PWN CAN.

EERYTHING ALSO GOT.

^v^

Too bad I pok now x.x

LOL.

Byeeee,

!MILKYZ

HIIIIIIIIIIII




Hmm.
Beautiful, horrible, magical, terrible.
Reason to laugh and smile.
Reason to cry yourself to sleep at night.
Start a fight. Make up, break up, wrong or right.
Heaven for all this work can
equally be hell on earth.
(And no one really knows anything about it)
But everybody needs it.
We can't life without it.
And that's the way it goes.)
Darkest day, brightest night.
Just some other things you might hear if you ask what love feels like.

And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain.
And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
An excuse for dying, reason to live.
And if you don't know, that's what love is.
Love is.

Gentle kiss, sweet caress.
Kiss the base of your neck.
Argue until my head hurts, I can't remember what you said.
Out, screaming loud, don't know what were screaming bout.
So confused and yes its true, but if it wasn't there what would we do?

(And no one really knows anything about it)
But everybody needs it.
We can't life without it.
(And that's the way it goes.)
Darkest day, brightest night.
Just some other things you might hear if you ask what love feels like.

And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain.
And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
An excuse for dying, reason to live.
And if you don't know, that's what love is.
Love is.

That's love.
Anything that can bring you up or bring you down.
That's love.
Leave the sun up in your sky of the darkest clouds.
That's love. And we need it.
That's love. And we need it.
That's love.
Oh ask anybody how it feels

And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain.
And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
An excuse for dying, reason to live.
And if you don't know, that's what love is.
Love is.

And it feels like joy (joy), and it feels like pain (pain).
And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
An excuse for dying (oh), reason to live (oh).
And if you don't know, that's what love is.
Love is.

-------------------------------------------------------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN DARDAR !

琳♥欣



DarDar, hope you like LingLing's pressie for you :D

Hey People.

Guess ima rot @ home today.

I WANT HERSHEY TO ONLINE !!

STUPID PIGGY ): SLEEP SO MUCH :@

ANYBODY HAVE ONE TIME FOR ME TO DOWNLOAD ?

I FARKINGLY CAN'T FIND IT.

-PISSED-

AHHHHHHHH, DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE MY SKIN?

(Insert Loves.)

Decided not to go Church today LOL.

Not in the saintly mood, sorry Lord ):

NEYONEYONEYO ♥

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE HIM HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Be on you ~

Love that song :)

I HEREBY DECLARE NEYO THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE OTHER THAN HUGH JACKMAN IN HIS BEASTY MODE IN MILKY-TIONARY :D

Okay maybe I'm just bored outta my minds so all these bullshit come out from me.

Teehee. :B

I can't wait for Sims 3 PSP.

PSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSP. LOLLLLL :D

LOL, Junior Daddy wants his hair white when he grow up ^v^

So cute eh :>

OKAY MAYBE I'LL NOT ROT @ HOME.

Mummy ask me want go out or not.

Milky say okay !

So byebye cuteass-es :DD

!MILKYZ♥

OH YEAH, HOW MANY DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY ?

XD

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Farktastic world.



I LOVE FUCKING SPAMMERS.

-.-

Feel free to click and enlarge.

Hey Spammer.

Diao ?

My Cookie eye velly big one, she look at people got problem ?

She look @ her friends (Like Me & Others.) also sometimes will roll what.

Don't tell me you NEVER roll eyes at people before.

Cause that's really just too farking pro.

-.-

And i duapai ?

Sorry ah, I don't think I am.

I am not some big showers or some shit

-.-

I doubt if you even know me (:

&&&&&&

THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON OF THE DAY !

Milky is not lian.

Milky don't act lian.

Keep that in youe brain,

And everything would be peaceful :)

And gang ?

You got ah ?

If no, say until so big, i scared leh boss.

-.-

I can't see small people..

How ah. ^v^.

Keep Holding On




You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, Yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh

Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through


...? ♥

HI PEOPLE.

FINALLY MY POST AIN'T UNDERLINED FOR NO REASON.

LOVELOVELOVE YOU SHIFU ! ♥

Somehow weird stuff happen to me today.

Cbox got spammed -.-

That guy is.. fucking guailan.

That's all I can say.

._.

JurongPoint-ed with DarDar ! ♥

Waited for Daddy to drive us there -.-

Cause he say if take bus confirm got loads of bangalas.

CAUSE TODAY'S THE DAY FOR JULIANA AND ARVIND ! (AKA DEEPAVALI LOL)

Blahblahblah.

Ate Subway ^v^.

OMGOMGOMG

MILKY BOUGHT A FUCKING GORGEOUS GREY G2000 TANK.

I effing love it.

:D

Bought white NF shorts too ^v^.

Happy like siao.

Actually also want red one ._.

But no small size -.-

I AM SO JEALOUS OF SI DARDAR.

HER CARD LIKE, UNLIMITED.

__ YOU DARDAR. HOW COME YOU CAN I CANNOT.

SI MUMMY. CONFISCATE MINE CUT MY ALLOWANCE.

==

Okay blahblah.

Cabb-ed home.

Now MSN like nobody fun to talk to ._.

SI GUOKWANG.

I FUCKING INNOCENT KAY.

ONLY A FEW TIMES, NOT LIKE I EVERYDAY WHAT ==

LALALALALALALALALALA, BYE.

!MILKYZ

Anybody wanna go out on Tues ?

:D

I am bored.

I am bored.

Fuck you blogger.

Make me delete my posts.

I love you like CRAZY SHIT.

-.-

_|_

SOME CRAZY FUCKING SHIT WRONG WITH MY CODES NOW ALL MY POST GO UNDERLINE WHEN I DON'T WANT THEM TO.

FUCKFUCKFUCK.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

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Friday, October 16, 2009

Why must it always be me.

WTFWTFWTF, I CANNOT SEE MY TAGBOX WTF SI LANJIAO RAWR -.-

Sorry, wouldn't be replying tags until I can actually see my tagbox ._.

BUT KEEP IT ALIVE KAY !

Literature was quite alright.

Ms Farizah was being velly nice.

Ms Sun shut up & plaster a smile.

(:

After that went to Lot 1.

With Cookie & Guokwang.

Waited @ Bus Station there for Andy.

Rotted in Library for like, only a few minutes.

Then the si bitch librarian chase us out already.

__

Then go up.

Slacked there for a while.

Then Guokwang leave to don't know where.

So Cookie & I go home.

Half way he sms us he @ Arcade ._.

So chiong back.

Blah.

Blah.

Blah.

Then went home.

Hehe.

Lazy add in details ._.

I love my new skin.

I'm not changing my playlist.

Neither am I giving it to you, DarDar :)

Since it's so nice & all,

Must use it until I happy.

HAHA. ^v^.

!MILKYZ

Why must everything bad always happen to me ?

Thursday, October 15, 2009

But I like this dream alot,




Wakeup, cause I'm only dreaming..



Ellohs Toots.

Milky's not velly happy today.

Don't know why.

Keep.. Feeling emo -.-

Thanks Hershey & peeps who keep pestering me to be happpy ~ ..

Went to Hershey's house today.

Before that waited for Andy cause he waiting for Sushi.

7-Eleven buy stuff.

Then go eat.

Then later they go up take volleyball.

I was alone but obviously survive.

Some si baby see me nice bully like that come disiao me.

Pointed him. LOL.

His mama was staring @ me -.-

Toobad lorh.

Better teach your son not to anyhow pull people hair.

-.-

They came back.

And they played volleyball.

I'm too mentally tired to play.

._.

They think I pissed or something ._.

Then they play Quicksand and Basketball.

I still tired neh -.-

Must be Math suck up too much of my brain cells x.x

Blahblah.

Went home to go change.

Then go Lot 1 meet them again.

Then buy tickets watch Meatball thing again.

DAMN FUCKING NICE KAY I PROMISE YOU.

Must see okay ^v^.

Toobad wasted Steady's money last time -.-

After movie go Library for a while.

Then Milky go home ^v^.

Cause damn tired what.

IWANTCHANGEBLOGSKIN ! :D

-Fly Away-

!MILKYZ

I got so many overdued pics ):

Upload them soon, I promise ^v^.

.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

VELLYHAPPYTODAY.

HEYHEYHEY HUMANZ!

MILKY'Z A VELLYVELLYVELLY HAPPY GIRL TODAY I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY ^^v.

OHMYTIANSOHMYTIANS ! TOMORROW GOT CLASSOUTING !

Happy like crazy shitz.

Milky'z going with Rachel Sister ^^v.

Happyhappyhappy. :)

Milky'z officially in love with HoneydewSago.



Lazyupdateneh. ):

OMG I LOVE COOKIE'S SKIN ! ^^v.

Hyperlikeshitz.

:)

Biology today got come out drugs and stuff.

LUCKY TODAY HENGHENG GO SEE DADDY'S CIGARETTES.

ELSE DON'T KNOW HOW ANSWER WOOHOO :DDDDD

Somemore sexual repro. come out guys stuff.

I go learn girls one.

Die lorh.

._.

And I feel bad kay.

Yesterday saw Sushi outside school.

Happily said getwellsoon.

I think I sound sadist x.x

SUSHI ! MILKY MEANT IT ONE KAY. INOTSADIST ^^v.

AND I WANT MY YANYAN. AND IT ROCKS. ALTHOUGH NOT MORE THAN POCKY.

HEHE.

Fly people, ^^v.

!MILKYZ

Happy. Hyper. ^^v.

HELLO PEOPLE !

MILKY'S IN TICTAC'S HOUSE NOW !

:D

Milky's one happy women.

She's gonna fail BIOOOOOOOO !

T-T

OMGHERSHEYISENDYOUONEBETTERPRINTOUTANDBRINGTOMORROWKAY!

LOL.

Milky is crazy.

(:

!MILKYZ

Monday, October 12, 2009

Hanging on.




Still in my heart,


ELLOHS PEEPS.

Ima fail Physics AND History.

-DANCEEEEEEEE-

._.

Can't sleep yesterday ):

Tossing and turning like siao so end up read book until morning -.-

Greentea, I hateloveyou. @:

After exams go eat with Cookie & Hershey @ Yewtee Point.

After that go his house down there play volleyball & badminton ^^v.

Hom-edd.

Oh yeah. Tomorrow's Math.

Iwannadierightnow. ._.

Someone please tell me Biology no test Sexual Repro. and Drugs.

Diediedie.

Si exams, Ima play until die after Thursday kay.

!MILKYZ♥

Sunday, October 11, 2009

MILK IS VELLYVELLYBOOBYBRAIN-EDLY BORED. :@

Omg ELLOHS PEOPLE ! ^^v.

I bored like crazy bunnybobbyshitz.

So here I am, posting !

LOL.

Hershey just send me some mr lj's picture neh.

^^v.

Badminton-ed with Brother just now.

Si Racket.

I kinda purposely smash that shit thing.

Now dented.

Hehe.

Boredboredbored.

Byez Peeps !

!MILKYZ♥

Can't be without you,




Can't be without you



ELLOHS PEOPLE ! :D

I'm boredddddd.

I'm suppose to be studying.

But ,

My studying : Sleep / Play PSP.

Okay lah.

Still better than that si sushi lorh.


Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*My study = Sleep / Play PSP.
*LOL.
*But at least my show my mummy mah.
ShiBin(W) says:
*chey
*my study
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*Later my subs all kns at least say i got try ^^v.
ShiBin(W) says:
*more pro
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*HUH ?
ShiBin(W) says:
*play maple
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*You got more pro one meh
ShiBin(W) says:
*den telll my mother
*chating h/w in maple
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOLLI
*OMG
*YOU MUMMY BELIEVE AH ?
*X.X
ShiBin(W) says:
*den the most stupid thing is
*i tell my mother
*need kill tat monster
*to get answer
*LOL
*my mother know my head
*she where got so stupid de?
*LOL
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*Eeeeeeeyer.
*She so good one x.x
ShiBin(W) says:
*true
*my mother
*dam sofl hearted de
*DAM
Milky, @ Stabmyhear-t.bs says:
*EEEEEEEEEEEEEYER NO FAIR X.X
ShiBin(W) says:
*HAHAHA
*looks like
*SHIBIN WIN
*MUHAHAHA

Use maple chat HOMEWORK somemore.

Damn pro x.x

I'm bored still. ._.

Oh yeah.

Friday went with Justin, his friend Joel, Brother, and his Kellyn go watch movie @ Bugis Junction.

Watch the Meatball thing.

I slept through ._.

Then after that shopped @ Bugis Street.

I. WANT. THAT. BLOODY. BAG. !!!!

Rawr ):

Camwhored alotalot with Kellyn X:

Until her phone cannot leh.

Don'tknow she got blog or not.

Lazy post ):

Byebye,

& Goodluck for the papers !

Milky-z

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sibei loads of bitchy aura recently

Hello People ^^v.

My brain was on fire so figured online for a while and see how guailan Cookie's spammer is.

Suppose to study.

But ended up sleeping ):

Diediedie.

X:

Bitch.

Stare and point, got what problem ?

Somemore not only one time.

Else wouldn't bother.

You don't even bother to do behind me.

In my eyes somemore.

Got problem come say :)

Milky anytime also can pei you. ^^v.

Think you fat and big I scared you ?

Nopes, I love it more. :B

At most tio bodyslam by you.

Okay, continue more about that bitch after exams.

I DIDN'T KNOW MONDAY GOT PHYSICS NEH !

SHITSHITSHIT.

Need chiong ! X:

Obviously I can't get anything to my brain -.-

Someone gimme immediate-turn-smartpants-pills.

^^v.

Bye !

Milky ^^v.

And Cookie's imposter/spammer, go fly please.

At least must leave msn what.

-.-

No fun :P

Friday, October 9, 2009

Lovely. ^^v.

ELLOHS PEOPLE !

I'm boredddddddd ^^v.

So update lorh.

Today English velly okay. ^^v.

I wrote 4 pages, WOOHOO :D

Milky-z

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Unlucky.

Hey People ^^v

Unlucky day ):

Will describe more if have time, but no ):

Tomorrow English !!

Must JY ):

Not posting for a few days.

Goodluck people (:

Went out with Cookie, Tictac, and Hershey.

^^v

Slacked and ate, then ask LJK come entertain us.

LOL.

Blahblahblah,

Gracia & Hershey & Cookie have some mental weirdness.

They know why.

(:

Bye,

Milky.

Keep my blog alive, Loveeeee ;D

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

If time makes a change, why do i feel the same ?


Stevie Hoang - He ain't the one


Si Steady.

Make me post this song.

Shock he know Stevie Hoang and waited SO DAMN LONG to actually tell me he know.

Stupid steady ._.

Whatever lah.

Tell me post this song also no use.

Days are just getting worst and worst.

Guys, friends, studies..

All like shit.

What can I do ?

The only thing that's in my control is studies.

Die lo.

Math Mock Test fail.

Diediedie.

..

Others,

Ihavenothingtosay.


Just because of that, we're broken apart again.

This time I made the first move to apologise.

But you simply don't care.

It's okay, blame it on me.

I'm a sinner alright.

I suck.

Isuckisuck.

Happy?

The doors are open, but you make the move to close them.

..



To Gracia's : Sheesh, Milky is still in same state ^^v. He's not that bad is he ? O: OMG YOU KNOW THAT THAT ED_ _ _ _ LIVE SO DAMN CLOSE TO ME ????? SOMEMORE SAME BUS LEHHHHH ! XD

I'mtiredofalltheselies.
Everydaysayeachothersabosabo.
Idon'tknowwho'stheonespeakinghetruth.
Whatdoyouwantmetodo?
Caneverythingjuststop?
Itakealltheblame.
Caneverybodyinthisstoryjustforgetaboutwhathappenedthatday?
Cause that's all I want only..

Milky pon IP today cause head damn pain.

So went home damn early.

Went home, called Dardar.

ThanksDardarvellyvelly much for accompany-ing me to go see doctor later.

My phone is dead.

Gotta charge.

Else no pics already.

Someone remind me -.-

Milky-z.

Mr Ang, come back neh. ):

..

Milky's world has degenerated to black and white.

No more colors
..

If only everything's perfect ..

What did I do, Lord.

All Milky want is to be happy and everyone around her as happy.

Is that request too hard to grant ?

Milky know she's not perfect.

Everyone isn't perfect. Nobody is.

But what did I do to deserve all these crap ?

What sins did I do ?

All I wish is happiness..

And it's that hard..

If they would live better without Milky,

Then I would rather they leave me now..

Cause Lord, I know I'm really that insignificant in their eyes,

Haha.. What can I do ? It's destinied.

Like how forbidden love is destinied on me.

Soon I'll see the light.

Cause I know they would never live each day as painful as I do

(T.T)..

Monday, October 5, 2009

What a beautiful dream it was,

Gee.
Mua cutecutecutecute Hershey during Children day. ^^v


She's definitely imperfect..
--------------------------------
What a beautiful dream it was,

But way too perfect for such an imperfect human like me ..

0140..

Hey People.

Strengthless today.

...
Milky-z.
There's really no need to feel sorry.
Cause I can't see what's true what's not anymore
Now, I can't even trust that somebody.
Can't this whole thing just sua ?
I take all the blame, BLAME IT ON ME.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HUMANNNNNNZZZXSCZX

LOL.

That's sucha extra-licious greeting.

Hehe.

:)

Vellyhightodayialsodon'tknowwhyyyyyyyyy

OMGGGGGGGGG MR ANG ONLINEEEEEEEEEE !!

^^v

Happy like dk what shitz

Yesterday no outing ._.

So end up go out with Mummy.

Gahhh -.-

Today gonna stay @ home AND STUDYYYY

I'M STUDY KIA WORH! :D


Cookiecookie, unlock your bloggie :D

Lmao.

OMG TODAY CHELSEA VS LIVERPOOL !!

Stupid shitz.

SINGTEL NO BROADCAST WTFFFFFFFFFF.

GAH -.-

Jiayous Liverpool ! :D

You suck, Chelsea. :B

Weeeeeeeeeeee, Torres got the Barclays thingy ^^

Bored ._.

Byebye,

Milky-z