Cheery-ness gone ?

Random. Hoho.

Not happy now ?

Idk.

Your Tarot Card Reading drew The Chariot Card. Warning this card tells you about future obsticals that will soon face you. This warning advises against overwhelming ambition and high expectations. Giving into these things will lead to a loss of control and chaos in your personal life. Personal flaws in your character and the way you lead your life might also contibute to this period of destructive behavior your about to undergo. Just remember you can always change things for the better, as long as you are open minded.

Not helping, Tarot Card.

But I guess I should really believe ?

Cause things seems to only be worst by days.

Nothing's helping.

Not even friends..

Maybe cause they're the people whose contributing to those problems ?

Haishhhhhhhh..

I just feel so tired recently.

Everytime I try to hyper,

就是开心不起来。。

琳琳变了吧？

Last time, when I'm not happy,

Most of the time I would just shut up and smile.

But now..

I don't think I'm strong enough to do that anymore.

Maybe sometimes I hate myself even.

I can't help to deceive myself when he say that maybe everybody's lying ?

Idk, I feel that sometimes too .. ?

..

Today after school went for dental appointment.

Nothing else to say.

Have to pon choir for that ._.

Haish.

Bye,

!MILKYZ♥