A disappointment in their eyes

TPM.

I didn't actually died.

Daddy came back, and said some stuff.

He said, there's a minor improvement, not bad.

But he also said, just minor improvement caused me seven places down.

Apparently, Mrs Lee really thought I smoke.

No doubt, complained to Daddy about that.

He asked.

I said, no evidence, no nothing don't accuse.

Good thing Daddy didn't say anything more.

Else I would have burst.

Gave back my handphone, which should have been done two terms ago.

Then he lectured me about my so called future.

Blah, say came to Singapore for better studies else would have threw me with Gramps in US, blahblah. -.-

What can I say.

I see disappointment in their eyes.

Especially when they talked about my English.

Which is, like, horrible.

Considering my normal standard.

Disappointed in both languages.

..

Literature.

Failed once again to get an A1

A2, again.

Sciences.

Still couldn't believe I actually failed Physics.

Daddy seems extra disppointed in that.

Math heng.

Lucky they think I'm already bad enough to fail, so passing is enough. .____.

D&T, Daddy think I can do far better than THAT.

Art, Mummy think I didn't get her A1 genes.

Then they continued to compare and analyse.

" If your studies are as good as your brother, I wouldn't have to be lecturing you right now. "

" Perhapes you are not as smart as your brother, but you should try, shouldn't you ? "

I absolutely LOVE them for comparing.

Too bad, I'm not as smart as my brother.

If only my bloody parents understand me.

Even my brother seems to know me better than they do.

In their eyes, what a disappointment and failure I am,

I have nothing more to say.

Byes,

Milky.

Came out with red eyes, but what's the point ?