Criesoutloud.

Hai.

Tired, Pissed, Upset, Tired.

..

Performance.

Left house 10am.

Reached around 10.25am.

Saw ..

Idk what to say.

Sigh.

Walked to near Spin Room there.

Everyone there looking at me.

I wonder if a dress could attract that much attraction,

Or I look weird.

Oh well..

Couldn't..

Concentarate fully in sectionals..

God I wanna die.

._____.

Stand for almost 1 hour more yeap.

Lunch break.

Lunched @ Limbang with Chiamin, Hanwei, Pohyin, Joy, Yanting.

No appetite ?

Barely touched my food.

Oh well.

Fairprice, bought Pocky.

Practised for a damned long time.

Miss Ong came.

Practise practise ~

..

First time stand so long.

*Claps for myself.

@@.

Changed to Costume,

Had makeup.

Miss Low did mine ._.

She was like.

" MANling AH MANling. "

..

O.O, No idea why loads of people say my foundation like no foundation like that.

Even Miss Low also think so.

.___.

After she finished with her torture session,

She kinda complimented me ?

According to Zien at least.

Miss Low reaction quite big leh.

Loadsa people make me turn let them see.

Wtf ? lol.

Oh well.

I thought I look horrible.

But apparently other people thought the direct opposite.

Weird.

Blahz.

Stuck in the toilet with Zien

Cause she busy pinning up her fringe and all.

Realise we're late.

Chiong to AVA grab bags and go bus.

Sat with Anthea.

Don't know why,

Felt supah tired.

So slept on bus.

Wouldn't elaborate much on the performance cause

You wouldn't think it's a great deal until you tried it yourself.

In simple words,

Tried, in mua heart we've accomplished something.

I don't fucking care if those audiences not happy.

Their problem,

Just don't show me their ljb face already.

._.

Fun part (?)

Miss Ho told us to tap on each others back.

Hanwei go do wrong thing.

Go smack my butt.

LOL.

So hard somemore x.x

No warning one leh .___.

Smack back. LOL.

Photo taking session.

Supposedly sitting beside guokwang.

But end up,

Miss Ong go make Guokwang change with Brendan.

Wtfz.

Mua Guokwang.

D:

Chiamin keep smiling gleefuly somemore.

.____.

Had to half kneel.

Damnedass pain.

-.-

Leaving time ~

Saw a bunch of Choir Guys taupok-ing.

Should have taken pics D:

Uploading pics next time ? O:

Supposedly going out with Guokwang.

But changed, didn't see him there.

Until I walk out of the toilet,

Saw Brendan.

Then he said Guokwang left fucking long time already.

Cause somebodywhoissodamnkaypohandkukubrain go say I left already.

Nbcb, that person better learn to keep their mouth shut lah horh.

I in toilet there say I gone ?

Lj. -.-

Ended up getting a free ride to Lot from Zien's Daddy.

Tyvmz ! ^-^.

LOL..

First smiley emoticon for the post ?

O.O'

Saw Sweetheart & co. @ Piekia.

So happy see them. LOL.

Walk to Lamsoon with them.

Fooled around. LOL.

Then Sweetheart & co. walked me to my house there while they all cab home.

Tyvmz. :)

Reached home supah tired.

..

Don't wish to elaborate more ?

O:

Daddy's car the engine got problem because of the rain.

How am I gonna survive all those books without a motherfucking car.

..

Bai.

Milk.

Tomorrow's gonna be a torture again.

Don't feel like saying anything about it.

I want to know why.
But would you give me an answer ?
I have no courage to talk to you.
...

I want a crying shoulder. Laughs.

Hon, I have eyes, I'm not blind.

I have ears, I'm not deaf.

I have senses, I'm not stupid.

I can see pretty clearly the treatment is different.

Since you love him/her so much,

Why not just cut the crap out ?

You might think I'm just jealous or something.

Maybe I am.

No, I am.

So ? Why should I not be jealous of that point ?

You should see yourself how much you've changed

When there's someone else around you.

Wow, you practically go GAGA over that person.

I bwg.

Maybe I too suck lah horh.

If you think that way, I wouldn't argue with anything.

You expect peeps to give you,

But never once, you wanna give back.

I bwg again.

Maybe you would think I'm just being a bitch over these.

Maybe I am.

But all I'm doing,

Is just for one word.

Happiness.

...

You're tired ?

So am I.

..

Source of Comfort :

Cry.

:)

For Your Information :

If you think those long shit in italic are dedicated to you,

Too bad.

Might not be a girl, might not be a guy.

So yeah, if you wanna let your imaginations and creativity set far,

Go on.

-.-