140208, 9.39pm, When we started..

Heyzxc World.

This post is dedicated to Sky Lim Weisiang.

I swear to delete every shitty comments.
I don't need your comments if your mouth are not clean
Especially when you don't know anything.

Baby, I miss you, seriously.

This kind of feeling to me, ever since after 080908..

It's first time i ever missed an ex. Well, maybe kinda for Justin..

080908, I thought I will hate you.

I shared my 'hate' with Joanna Mummy, Lyn[H], they thought that I'm gonna get over you soon enough.

But it ain't true.

When you dated Rochelle after we broke up,

I thought you really forgot about the past we shared,

You're the longest relationship I ever had, [Ditto Bryan -.-]

You're possibly the guy I really loved,

And it's not like, it's love.

You know I don't use this word easily.

I miss you. I want you back, but why must you move away?

Why?

If you hadn't. We will never end.

Never.

What hurts the most, that's what I listen to everytime I think of you,

It's like some forbidden love between us..

The next thing I want to say is,

Hah, you might find this funny but,

I didn't deleted our pictures away,

It's still in my laptop :]

Weird huh?

For i have the habit to delete every picture from memory..

You're the first one :]

Maybe even the first guy i ever truly loved.

We started as best of friends,

You were with me, lending your shoulder for me when i broke up with Justin..

You're the one I shared everything in my life to..

I miss those..

I want those again..

2008 was the best time of my life,

2007 is the start of my life's bestest joy and most heart-wenching sorrow,

It's also when I met 3 guys in my life who really changed my life,

You, Justin, Weisiang[PIAKXD]

The LJ[Learning Journey -.-] trip to Police Unit.

At that bloody bus [:d]

At Jurong Police HQ..

At K9 Unit..

I don't wanna go there again..

Hah, I love Concord Primary and Mrs Raymond like hell,

Or is it faith,

Whichever, they brought us together.

And broke us up.

.

.

I wish I could repeat 2007 again.

I wish I could repeat 2008 again, too.

Love is nothing but something to make me feel like shit.

You, sad to say, are the one who changed me severely,

And make me somehow, lose confidence in, love.

Hugs for me, kisses for you. :]

As I said, this post is not for you, it's only for Sky Lim.

Unless you are him, don't even try to give me mean comments.

Tata,

MannLing :]